5th post of Brisingr

"In a quiet voice, Eragon said, 'You really love her, don't you?' It was more a statement of truth and wonder than a question- the answer being self-evident- and one he felt uncertain making. Romance was not a topic Eragon had broached with his cousin before, notwithstanding the many hours they had devoted in years past to debating the relative merits of the young women in and around Carvahall. 'How did it happen?'
'I liked her. She liked me. What importance are the details?'
'Come now,' said Eragon. 'I was too angry to ask before you left for Therinsford, and we have not seen each other again until just four days ago. I'm curious.'
The skin around Roran's eyes pulled and wrinkled as he rubbed his temples. 'There's not much to tell. I've always been partial to her. It meant little before I was a man, but after my rites of passage, I began to wonder whom I would marry and whom I wanted to become the mother of my children. During one of our visits to Carvahall, I saw Katrina stop by the side of Loring's house to pick a moss rose growing in the shade of the eaves. She smiled as she looked at the flower... It was such a tender smile, and so happy, I decided right then that I wanted to make her smile like that again and again and that I wanted to look at that smile until the day I died.' Tears gleamed in Roran's eyes, but they did not fall, and a second later, he blinked and they vanished. 'I fear I have failed in that regard.'
After a respectful pause, Eragon said, 'You courted her, then? Aside from using me to ferry compliments to Katrina, how else did you proceed?'
'You ask like one who seeks instruction.'
'I did not. You're imagining-'
'Come now, yourself,' said Roran. 'I know when you're lying. You get that big foolish grin, and your ears turn red. The elves may have given you a new face, but that part of you hasn't changed. What exists between you and Arya?'
The strength of Roran's perception disturbed Eragon. 'Nothing! The moon has addled your brain.'
'Be honest. You dote upon her words as if each one were a diamond, and your gaze lingers upon her as if you were starving and she a grand feast arrayed an inch beyond your reach.'
A plume of dark gray smoke erupted from Saphira's nostrils as she made a choking-like noise.
Eragon ignored her suppressed merriment and said, 'Arya is an elf.'
'And very beautiful. Pointed ears and slanted eyes are small flaws when compared to her charms. You look like a cat yourself now.'
'Arya is over a hundred years old.'
That particular piece of information caught Roran by surprise; his eyebrows went up, and he said, 'I find that hard to believe! She's in the prime of her youth.'
'It's true.'
'Well, be that as it may, these are reasons you give me, Eragon, and the heart rarely listens to reason. Do you fancy her or not?'
If he fancied her any more, Saphira said to both Eragon and Roran, I'd be trying to kiss Arya myself.
Saphira! Mortified, Eragon swatted her leg.
Roran was prudent enough not to rib Eragon further. 'Then answer my original question and tell me how things stand between you and Arya. Have you spoken with her or her family about this? I have found it's unwise to let such matters fester.'
'Aye,' said Eragon, and stared at the length of polished hawthorn. 'I spoke with her.'
'To what end?' When Eragon did not immediately reply, Roran uttered a frustrated exclamation. 'Getting answers out of you is harder than dragging Birka through the mud.' Eragon chuckled at the mention of Birka, one of their draft horses. 'Saphira, will you solve this puzzle for me? Otherwise, I fear I'll never get a full explanation.'
'To no end. No end at all. She'll not have me.' Eragon spoke dispassionately, as if commenting on a stranger's misfortune, but within him raged a torrent of hurt so deep and wild, he felt Saphira withdraw somewhat from him.
'I'm sorry,' said Roran.
Eragon forced a swallow past the lump in his throat, past the bruise that was his heart, and down to the knotted skein of his stomach. 'It happens.'
'I know it may seem unlikely at the moment,' said Roran, 'but I'm sure you will meet another woman who will make you forget this Arya. There are countless maids- and more than a few married women, I'd wager- who would be delighted to catch the eye of a Rider. You'll have no trouble finding a wife among all the lovelies in Alagaesia.'
'And what would you have done if Katrina had rejected your suit?'
The question struck Roran dumb; it was obvious he could not imagine how he might have reacted.
Eragon continued. 'Contrary to what you, Arya, and everyone else seem to believe, I am aware that other eligible women exist in Alagaesia and that people have been known to fall in love more than once. No doubt, if I spent my days in the company of ladies from King Orrin's court, I might indeed decide that I fancy one. However, my path is not so easy as that. Regardless of whether I can shift my affections to another- and the heart, as you observed, is a notoriously fickle beast- the question remains: should I?'
'Your tongue has grown as twisted as the roots of a fir tree,' said Roran. 'Speak not in riddles.'
'Very well: what human woman can begin to understand who and what I am, or the extent of my powers? Who could share in my life? Few enough, and all of them magicians. And of that select group, or even of women in general, how many are immortal?'
Roran laughed, a rough, hearty bellow that rang loud in the gulch. 'You might as well ask for the sun in your pocket or-' He stopped and tensed as if he were about to spring forward and then became unnaturally still. 'You cannot be.'
'I am.'
Roran struggled to find words. 'Is it a result of your change in Ellesmera, or is it part of being a Rider?'
'Part of being a Rider.'
'That explains why Galbatorix hasn't died.'
'Aye.'
The branch Roran had added to the fire burst asunder with a muted pop as the coals underneath heated the gnarled length of wood to the point where a small cache of water or sap that had somehow evaded the rays of the sun for untold decades exploded into steam.
'The idea is so... vast, it's almost inconceivable,' said Roran. 'Death is part of who we are. It guides us. It shapes us. It drives us to madness. Can you still be human if you have no mortal end?'
'I'm not invincible,' Eragon pointed out. 'I can still be killed with a sword or an arrow. And I can still catch some incurable disease.'
'But if you avoid those dangers, you will live forever.'
'If I do, then yes. Saphira and I will endure.'
'It seems both a blessing and a curse.'
'Aye. I cannot in good conscience marry a woman who will age and die while I remain untouched by time; such an experience would be equally cruel for both of us. On top of that, I find the thought of taking one wife after another throughout the long centuries rather depressing.'
'Can you make someone immortal with magic?' asked Roran.
'You can darken white hair, you can smooth wrinkles and remove cataracts, and if you are willing to go to extraordinary lengths, you can give a sixty-year-old man the body he had at nineteen. However, the elves have never discovered a way to restore a person's mind without destroying his or her memories. And who wants to erase their identity every so many decades in exchange for immortality? It would be a stranger, then, who lived on. An old brain in a young body isn't the answer either, for even with the best of health, that which we humans are made of can only last for a century, perhaps a bit more. Nor can you just stop someone from aging. That causes a whole host of other problems... Oh, elves and men have tried a thousand and one different ways to foil death, but none have proved successful.'
'In other words,' said Roran, 'it's safer for you to love Arya than to leave your heart free for the taking by a human woman.'
'Who else can I marry but an elf? Especially considering how I look now.' Eragon quelled the desire to reach up and finger the curved tips of his ears, a habit he had fallen into. 'When I lived in Ellesmera, it was easy for me to accept how the dragons had changed my appearance. After all, they gave me many gifts besides. Also, the elves were friendlier toward me after the Agaeti Blodhren. It was only when I rejoined the Varden that I realized how different I've become... It bothers me too. I'm no longer just human, and I'm not quite elf. I'm something in between: a mix, a half-breed (Paolini 24-28).' "

There are many themes in this passage. I think the main ones are love, immortality, and the affects of death or war. It's a lot for one passage. One thing I've noticed- it could be because of the plot line or the nature of the characters he's writing about, but Paolini has mentioned a lot so far about the extent of war, love and immortality. Why does he keep mentioning these things over and over again? What is the point that he's trying to drive into the reader's mind? Certainly it's a thought to be able to live forever, or a relatively long time- for hundreds and hundreds of years. What would you do with yourself if you were that way? Eragon has his own thing- being a Dragon Rider and therefore the peace-keeper of all the races, but if we had his immortality and not the restrictions that are placed upon him- what we do with ourselves? Imagine, the effects of many people being immortal in a society such as this one. We would wreck such havoc upon ourselves that we would probably wipe ourselves off the face of this earth in a matter of a few years. Immortality would affect how we loved and how much we were willing to kill let alone wage war. But just how extensive would the effects be? I mean would people wait longer to get married let alone fall in love? Would people be less willing to kill since there might be less of us if we all waited a long time to have children? Or would that only make us more quarrelsome amongst ourselves (being immortal and having less children because of waiting till we were older to have children)? Eragon doesn't really say this outright- but I think there's also a theme or mortality. Being mortal. Eragon speaks somewhat of what it would be like if he took a regular human as a wife, that he would have to remarry many, many times 'throughout the centuries.' There's also a underlying theme of war and the affects it has on human lives- war and Eragon's duties as a Dragon Rider have kept Roran and Eragon apart a lot and only in this book are they able to rejoin and talk about things like family. Both of them are afraid of losing Katrina (the fiancee of Roran) in this war against Galbatorix. And later, Eragon seems afraid of losing Arya. In this battle of the future of humankind- Eragon and Roran seem to hold closer the things that are dear to them.
-katthegrat08